Dear God

Dear God

I know Ur kina busy lately.. just wanna say thanks 4 things that I've passed and all of the assignment that I've through in one of your blue planet..

My stubborn, moron and un make sense attitudes r my bad.. i know U have Ur own reason for all of the assignment.. "upgrading me" as u always say.

Hey, U know what God.. jujurly.. the more U gave something to me.. the more i feel faraway from U.. ehehehe. no offense :)

I've seen a lot and feel a bunch related to this life.. seeing millions of life pictures with their stories.. (which i finally figure out that most of them are FAKES)

I wish i had a choice to end up this journey.. but U aint gimme a choices.. U never give me or us a choice.. this is all set up right ? U know exactly what my life or everyones life gonna and up with !
U KNOW THE END OF OUR STORY !!! eeergh... not fair !

I just realize that there is never a choice in this life.. if it is look or seems like, it just only because WE made it ! we r the one who make choices.. and YOU.. YOU just smile and paste the ending !

I didn't complain, fyi: I personally have to face it.. all of it.. Alone ! this is not a matter of my "problems handling" ability .. you know am more than able.. but will U please make a fast movement or atleast a quick response or reply sms me or mms, fax, email.. anything ! when I was in d middle of deep shit crisis !!! (forgive my words)

That last minutes attitude of You ! better change that ! well its for your own good old man :p

mc donald's could deliver the big mac faster and quicker than You..

As usual.. this conversations goin nowhere.. am just like a kid who always yelling, asking and begging for a toy for You.. :(

Do me a favor will you, bless all the persons who genuinely care of me...

Forgive me for everything's that I've done..

and thanks for another year to smile


October 17TH 2009

Your Rebel Son,

Joey B Handoyo
Regards to my Dad